High Strung?

Above is an unrelated photo. Just a selfie of me after trying out some green makeup for a halloween look as well as some very fancy false eyelashes. 

I think it's time I admit that I have a little bit of a temperament issue. Starting new things is always hard for me, and so is uncertainty. It's something I need to work on especially since being recently called high strung. When they first said it I didn't really agree but the more I think about it the more I see it. The more I thought about it the more I realized how true it is. 

Whenever I get a new modeling job, I spend quite a bit of time regretting that I ever took it before remembering that I do actually want to do it. From there I plan out how I'm going to get there and am pretty much good, until the morning (and sometimes even the evening before). Then I'm back to wishing I'd never done it, until I get there and end up having a lot of fun like the Indy 500 Promotion

This high strung-ness doesn't only stress me out for my work (though it hasn't yet stopped me from doing any of it), it also goes along with, or more likely causes my shyness. For anyone that has this issue you know what it causes. 

Anyways. What I'm getting at is that in the future I think I'm going to work towards being a little more laid back. 

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