School Stress, for Something I don't Want

Starting this out with a makeup free photo of me, which now that I think about it, makes my head look quite large. But anyways.

Sorry about the sudden absence (if you cared!) I'd been trying to post daily and then school hit me like a ton of bricks. I have a 25 minute group presentation over something that's literally two minutes worth of material, an electrical test, of course math quizzes all the time, and worst of all a mechanics test that can make or break my grade. All of this gets me to a point where I get so stressed out I feel like I can't do anything which I know is super bad because studying is a part of that anything. Since it (specifically the mechanics) isn't something that interests me in the least it's made even harder. 

Speaking of which I don't think any of the engineering stuff interests me. It's dry, and boring, worse than my calculus classes. Convert this, now plug it into this equation, did you remember the free body diagram. I'm so tired of it all. I wish I could just find one job I'd like to do with an engineering degree because it's always, and right now especially, just felt like I'm trying to get the degree not that I'm trying to learn these things for the future. 

Just today I made a list of things I want to accomplish, and although I won't share the list, not one of them had anything to do with what I'm learning in class, or even an engineering job. I feel like I'm wasting my time, and my parents' money. Truthfully though I can't think of a different major and a college degree is expected so....

I mean why can't eating Little Debbie's and watching home renovation shows be a job?

Hopefully this weekend I can get some actual studying in and start to feel a little less negative. Just wanted to share what I've been doing. 

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