After Spring Break School Stress (Perspective?)

School is stressing me out. Two of my classes are a none issue (other than the fact that they give a ton of homework) but two of them are terrible. I think they're both iffy although I do feel like I'm learning stuff in them, which is more than I can say about a few of the classes I've taken (and passed!) in the past. Getting stressed about my grades isn't anything new, but ugh. Right now I should be studying for a quiz and I've been waiting a good two weeks for a test that can make or break my grade. 

Over spring break I totally should have studied a whole bunch and figured out everything, but with a relative in the hospital that I had to look after as well as my cousin's baby shower to put together I didn't have much time to do what I wanted, and I have to admit those things on my spring break list didn't really happen. Partially because I push myself to hard, and partially because when I get stressed out (mostly about school right now) I kind of get in this "I don't want to do anything" mood. 

In a way it's kind of funny because I should be more appreciative of what I have. I'm almost half way through school (years wise) and doing fairly well. I get modeling jobs a lot more often then other girls I know, and although I feel like I need to work on my weight when I look at outfit pictures like in the blue romper  I realize it's not all that bad. And all those flaws I see in my looks, too small of lips, a large nose, and kinky hair don't seem so bad either when I look at the pictures above, which are just woke up #nomakeup shoots in bed. 

It's all about perspective, and maybe I need to step back and take a look from a different one. 

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