I almost didn't blog today

girl hanna lei
Well, originally I had planned on doing another outfit post for today, even though I did the brown column dress outfit yesterday. Somehow though I didn't quite get around to it, even though in this picture I'm wearing the shirt that will be the main focus of the post. Now that I think about it, maybe I should have tried a little harder to get it up since its the perfect thing for a casual valentines day. Anyway back to my title, today I almost didn't blog. There are a few reasons for that but with an hour before my daily midnight deadline here I am. 

This week has been super stressful. It seems like my worst school semester fears are coming true with all these ridiculously hard and time consuming classes. I mean I have a calculus test that I've been studying my butt off for although if I would have payed more attention to the homework and class time maybe it wouldn't be so bad, although I'm sure my stress level would be just as high. Then I found out on Thursday that my Engineering teacher decided we have a quiz due Sunday, one that he never mentioned in class. So tomorrow on top of my planned math studying I also have that to study for that. And on the same day that I have my calculus test I have an anthropology test, which was supposed to be my fun no worries class. I'm seriously starting to reconsider this whole engineering thing, because even if I do pass all of my classes it just might kill me. 

Then remember how I said last week that my weekend sucked? Well, if I don't put a stop to it, this weekend is going to be the exact same way. On friday I did some nice studying as well as more sleeping than I should have and watching internet videos and today although I hung out with a friend for half the day the other half I spent sleeping and then watching useless television. I'm not sure how exactly I can cut things out to make myself more productive but I'm going to do it, just like I stopped playing those online games . I have to say though that part of the reason my weekends are so lazy is because when I get home from school everyday I'm dead tired, and don't get any fun time. I mean like do a blog post and go straight to bed kind of tired. 

That brings me to why I did decide to post today, and there are a lot of reasons for that. Mostly though is because I've decided that I really want to blog everyday. I mean sure skipping a day isn't that big of a deal, but not at all something I want to do. My blog really is becoming a big part of my life, and I think I need to give it a little time.

2 comments:

  1. I hope you're okay lovely, good luck with all your school work! <3

    Jennie xo | sailorjennie.com

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  2. I understand completely what it feels like to be so busy but then also feel sort of unproductive because the minute you have freetime, you are too tired to do anything else but as you said play internet games or just chill out - don't give yourself such a hard time though! school is so much work as it is! just try to take the time you do have to relax and see friends. i find that setting aside some me time where i just turn off and don't worry about work seems to really help alot. somehow it almost makes you even more productive!

    rae from lovefromberlin

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